Confusion

The river or blood
The river of tears
The pain I suffer
The pressure of fears

The pain in my heart
as they grind me into the mud
The murmur of the gossipers
as they discuss
some made up lover
I never had

All I want is peace
All I want is to be left alone
All I want is for my dreams to come true
All of this
Is what I want,
Is that so bad?

I want to travel
I want to be free
I want to see the world,
and yet, I want nothing to do with it.
I am confused
That is all I really Know.

(something from a few years ago)